Kara's Love Story

Well here I am again I decided to write a little today about love and what I think it means to me. I have finally met someone that I am so happy to be with it is the most extraordinary feeling that I never thought I would experience. We meant online and talked for I think almost two weeks before meeting...then it happened I meant him at a pub in grand blanc mich. Now here is one funny story I pulled up to the pub and was sitting in my car waiting for him to get out of his car and greet me but for some reason he did not get out so i finally did and then he got out and let me tell you I was in love from that moment and still till this day....but I was still woundering why he would not get out of his car so I asked him what he was doing and he said " I had to see what you looked like first". So basically he liked what he saw thank god!!! Anyhow I thought that was funny in a weird sorta way.
I knew from that moment on that I would be with him for the rest of my life...it is weird when you meet someone for the first time and you just know instantly that they are the one.
I have dated a lot of guys maybe about ten or more and after the date or even if it was just hanging out i would always tell my mom I love him and she would always say yeah ok and still till this day my mom and other people in my family still say you have loved everyone you dated so how do you know that you love jeff....and you know what people love in different ways and yes i did love everyone but eachone gave me something diffrent or each one made me stronger or even to be a better person in life...and yes some I thought I loved but I didnt it was just something that I had to experience on my own. Now as I am older and on my own (living with jeff) I see things in a whole new light. It is so diffrent to be in love and to have someone actually be in love with you then just saying I love them. I think of this one quote I heard before...Immature love says "I love you because i need you" Mature love says..."I need you because I love you".